For some reason I thought it had been a lot longer then my last post... Let's see, the only thing even note worthy about the last month would be that I finally did get promoted at work, and while I thought this was a good idea at first, it's made me more stressed then I can remember. I honestly feel like I can't do anything right anymore. I've never hated my job this much (and oh, how I have hated this job).
My very first day opening up the store, with just me as the manger, we got secret shopped. This was after about a week of being completely stressed out over learning closing procedures, and stressed about how my raise still hasn't shown up on any of my pay checks. Once the results were in I got called in because my district manager had to write me up.
Even though I had four people working with me that day, i'm the only one that got written up because apparently the other girls weren't trained enough. Never mind it was my first day, and apparently I haven't been trained either.
I have never hated going to work as much as I do now. I'm stressed all the time, and i'm tired all the time. I keep having nightmares about work, almost every night. I'm really not happy there.
And so the job search continues... I feel like i'm always waiting for something to give, something good to happen.
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:( This was not the happy update I was hoping to see. I've had a job that made me feel that way; it was depressing and I hated waking up (meant work) and hated going to bed (made the night go by super fast). I hope things start looking up.
ReplyDeleteI'm really hoping things start to look up soon, it's making me crazy/crumpy all the time. That's just it too, I hate going to bed because I know I have to get up and do it again the next day.
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